In this case i really need help from a person who can act good .plz read the details.?

i hurted my boyfriend like i didn't talk to him yesterday and now he is saying that i just talk to him when i am bored but its not like that..... now i have said sorry so many times and now i need to do something .....like maybe a drama or an act example: i say that i am planning to suicide....not exactly this but something like this....please help